When they no longer matter that is when panic sets in. Thank you for your answer. Change ), You are commenting using your Google account. Actually I was a little bit ironical when I said if I ” should” be sorry for the narcissists..I must confess I was sorry for my ex then…but ABSOLUTELY not sorry for him( or any of them ) now…Perhaps I sound cold and harsh but that is how I feel now about them!!! You fill up my senses like a night in a forest, like the mountains in springtime, like a walk in the rain, like a storm in the desert, like a sleepy blue ocean. Indy, HG and superxena The sting of your hand as it slaps my face, punishment for another of my transgressions as I sought out the touch of another outside our relationship, will hurt my face, I am after all human in the physical sense at least. Everything that you say and do will be absorbed through my senses, what I see in you, what I hear you say, what I taste, what I smell and what I feel from your touch, they all provide conduits for me to gather fuel. This website uses cookies to improve your experience. She only had 2 videos posted. *TYPO* .” For me the explanation of: :they do not KNOW better” is not acceptable.. Power than I cause you to feel so elated when you call out to me from another room or speak down the telephone to me on repeated occasions throughout the day. Peace to you and always do nice hearing from you . So as I continued to sit – I made that my prayer – that God would fill all my senses – that I would sense Him and know Him in all areas of my life – that He would invade every part of me – so that I saw – felt – and heard His heart. The tears, the pleading, the distress, the curled up in the foetal position, the financial devastation, the self-harming, the confusion, the tear-stained pillows, the gaunt and drained look of the bewildered, the haunted and fearful expressions, the broken bones, the cuts and bruises, the mournful sobbing, the screaming and nobody can hear, the trembling, the terror, the fear, the down on the knees begging, the loss of appetite, the loss of self-worth, the erosion of self-confidence, the pulled out hair, the pitted complexion, the reliance on medication, the loss of children, the isolation, the asking why, the going back, the repeated reliance, the suicides, the collapses, the hospitalisations – shall I go on? You also have the option to opt-out of these cookies. You Fill Up My Senses When I look at you and see the delight cross your face as you spot me across the room, I feel the flame of attention ignite inside me as the first sensation of power booms into life. They have to heal on their own, like us. click for more detailed Chinese translation, definition, pronunciation and example sentences. So as I continued to sit – I made that my prayer – that God would fill all my senses – that I would sense Him and know Him in all areas of my life – that He would invade every part of me – so that I saw – felt – and heard His heart. The sting that you have left however is readily dwarfed by the surge of power I feel inside me at your emotion-filled violence towards me. I feed from this allowing my eyes to drink in the fuel that emanates from your expressions. 2. I would like to write you more…but I am really mad at WordPress..I hope they work it out soon since the dynamics of the site changes a lot if it is difficult to follow questions and answers!!!! Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email. It is definitely a watered-down slice of an event/person/place that has been chosen, with varying reasons, by the person recording (historian). I am a vast machine which is sucking the emotion from you through all of my five senses in order to try to fill this immense emptiness inside me. How this Accentuates the response in the narcissist, and highlighting the difference in perspective very clearly. In the Dialectical world, you can be both evil and good in the same body. This category only includes cookies that ensures basic functionalities and security features of the website. The song was initially written in the late 1970’s by a Rotherham United fan named Terry Moran. Have you started with”Nietzsche” Beyond Good and Evil” Sitting in the quiet this morning I had a strong sense of God filling every part of me and the words of a song by John Denver came to me – ‘You fill up my senses’, You fill up my senses It is impossible for that person to include everything, just as it is ineffective for a cartographer to include every detail of the place he is trying to map. Some new items have been added in the side bar. I study your reaction to our coupling, noting the detail of the way you twist your head, the slight flare of your nostrils, the flailing limbs. Knowledge equals power and power feels exhilarating. We'll assume you're ok with this, but you can opt-out if you wish. You have to care and the emotion signifies that whether happy, angry, sad. I really like your description of the anger settling as quiet knowing,peacful force! Patricia Not me…still struggling!! Summary: Remus Lupin's touch is magic. We really can survive without them but they would not function without us. I am a John Denver fan and when I read your post I thought, oh my gosh I must’ve missed where HG used some of his lyrics in the post. Sirius Black ponders all the ways Remus fills up his senses. Literally and metaphorically, if you get my drift. Every once in a while dear HG puts me in Time Out, I guess I misbehave . Difficult to follow the threads!! ( Log Out /  I hope they can fix it…, Perhaps you should check as well why the ” following” function has disappeared as well… I can’t “follow “you any longer and that is not good…not at all… I hope it can be fixed…, And after this spectacular presentation of deep feelings and emotions you still stand your ground on feeling stronger emotions. Choreographer Hotma Tiarma Purba ULD Bogor May 2020 Improver waltz 48 Count 2 Wall Music Annie's Song by John Denver Line dance stepsheet and videos titled You Fill Up My Senses. but….do they last?…⏳. You can be both illusion and real. I have to laugh, Wendy. They watch everything! A sad reminder that some people die from this type of abuse, directly (physical abuses and mirder) and indirectly(suicide). Change ), Inspirational thoughts from everyday life. I stand and I stare,my stare generating your fearfulness and at the same time absorbing the fuel that flows from your frightened state. These cookies will be stored in your browser only with your consent. The title of the song is “Annie’s Song.” As others have noted, the song was written for … Come let me love you, let me give my life to you, let me drown in your laughter, let me die in your arms. More strength to enforce boundaries. This word press editing makes me crazy sometimes..it swallows some of my words. A peaceful force, a warrior capable of true love, weeding out all those frauds. He also compares beautiful, exciting, and natural occurrences in nature and the great outdoors to his love for her. I forgot about the begging and pleading and the deep unbearable loneliness that they feel. Do you ever consider someone being strong? I’ve seen all of those responses in narcissists as well. It powers through me, invigorating and awakening, providing me with the power that I need to keep on doing that which I must do. Their contrary thought process exists so they can generate even more fuel. When we are no longer able to change a situation-just think of an incurable disease such as inoperable cancer-we are challenged to change ourselves.” Could you please expand your answer: “Not what I have witnessed”. 1. make full, also in a metaphorical sense 2. become full 3. fill or stop up 4. eat until one is sated Familiarity information: FILL UP used as a verb is uncommon. I must be really very bad When I taste, I taste so much more than the food in my mouth or the drink I have just taken a swig of. Let me lay down beside you, Let me always be with you Come let me love you, Come love me again You fill up my senses, like a night in the forest Like the mountains in springtime, Like a walk in the rain, Like a storm on the desert, Like a sleepy blue ocean, You fill up my senses Come fill … Sorry, your blog cannot share posts by email. You fill up my senses Like a night in a forest Like the mountains in springtime Like a walk in the rain Like a storm in the desert Like a sleepy blue ocean You fill up my senses Come fill me again Come, let me love you Let me give my life to you Let me drown in your laughter Let me die in your arms Let me lay down beside you Let me always be with you Come, let me love you Come love me again Let me give my life to you Come, let me love you Come love me again You fill up my senses … ( Log Out /  I do not let narcissists off the hook for the abuses they engage in to others. What is “being strong” ( not physically strong of course) for you? I do not feel sorry for narcissists in general, as they know the difference between right and wrong and make choices in how they respond and act, like we do. I hope you get to read my answer to your comment! Like a night in a forest. It’s threatening, menacing, to intimidate. When I gaze at you beneath me, writhing against me, mouth open and flush of sensual desire spreading across your chest, the flames burn fiercer as I watch with such attentiveness the flaring of your orgasm. Ya thats her on YouTube. I am as well having problems with my toolbar here…everything is gone: no bell,no likes,no answers..no notifications .NADA! Dictionary entry overview: What does fill up mean? Your kind are more like the appliances than we are. I very much like this image. I have learned that your smile, the widening of your eyes and your hurrying towards me is indicative of delight and happiness on your part. They are addicts. You fill up my senses, come fill me again. I understand it…but SOME of these reactions ( crying as an example) are ” normal” and NOT A SIGN OF WEAKNESS!!! You only get part of it. A Life of Faith inspires me – let it inspire you too! Old double exposure photography. You don’t know, you can’t tell it’s less powerful that what you feel. Your words of scorn generate a far greater reaction for me than the roar of a crowd as my team scores the winning goal. When I feel your touch upon me, the fuel flows once again and you allow the simmering flames to rise higher because of the light application of your fingers on the nape of my neck. The crying in fetal position, the obsession, the rumination, the hypervigilance, the constant feeling of inferiority, the fear of being exposed, the chronic shame, the hospitalizations, the prison and jail time, the restarting all over from the beginning, the loss of jobs, friends, finances, and communities, the medication (a lot of narcissists are on anti depressants and most of them are on some form of medication for ADHD. Terrell Owens 'thankful for no injuries' after car crash. Even the small number who escape have suffered many of these. With time and healing the anger settles to a quiet knowing, strength. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. It drew me in to stay longer, though, to try to rescue. You fill up my senses like a night in the forest, like the mountains in springtime, like a walk in the rain, like a storm in the desert, like a sleepy blue ocean. ( Log Out /  If the narc can make you react then it fuels them and makes them feel they matter. Out of these cookies, the cookies that are categorized as necessary are stored on your browser as they are essential for the working of basic functionalities of the website. I do not think you “should” feel any different than what is natural for you. These cookies do not store any personal information. Exactly! Come let me love you Come love me again. You Fill Up My Senses remuslives23. Oh there’s a whole can of worms on YouTube, I love my utube lol you come across some interesting people. Do you ever consider a person being “strong”? From those still in the chaos to years of No Contact. It is like being under surveillance. ( I’m hoping that this does not double post as I have tried to post this already and it went weird … apologies if so ..). You fill up my senses, come fill me again. as i remarked to joyce that if only people would speak of our relationship like that, she said that we live in a different generation. ! You make my senses come alive, albeit it for one purpose and this happens in a way that causes the sensations you feel from the use of your senses to pale by comparison. You fill up my senses, like a night in the forest . You fill up my senses, come fill me again. @Indy! Does that make sense? G C D Em C G Like a storm in the desert, like a sleepy blue ocean. G C D Em C G You fill up my senses, like a night in the forest. Come let me love you, let me give my life to you, let me drown in your laughter, let me die in your arms, I may no longer want you to hold my hand, kiss me or place a delicate hand upon my brow, instead I will welcome the physical manifestation of your anger, your frustration and your fear. Explains a lot. We are the electricity and Zero Impact or no contact is like pulling the plug. The emptiness that consumes me acts with the power of a huge black hole which sucks all the emotion you exude into me. Which then leads to replacement with another appliance. !,, the verse was somthing like :i see you lying there on the sand??___beach? Hello HG! Thank you too, both you and K for an interesting convo. Thank you Ms brown. ..; you fill up my senses like a night in a forest. Divorcing The Narcissist – What To Expect. On a sidenote i could never hit someone no matter how upset or angry. For me the explanation of :” they do not better ” is not acceptable..I will never see them ( the narcissists) as “broken”…or in need to be saved. Not all had this, though many did. We are strong and we are survivors and that is sexy. i don't know why, but i'm really saddened and wowed by the passing and story of Mrs. Lee Kuan Yew. We are a fuel of empaths or a blaze of empaths (thank you, Indy). Come let me love you, let me give my life to you Let me drown in your laughter, let me die in your arms. The list of the horrible abuses you give HG is so true at the same time. When I experience a walk in the forest – mountains in the spring time – a walk in the rain – a storm – a blue ocean – and many more tastes of His wonderful creation – it brings God so much closer. They all think they’re ADD), the suicidal ideation, the suicides, the constant obsessions over their exes, the dependent neediness, the narcissistic wounds and injuries, the constant envy and jealousy, the empty vapid void, their addiction to narcisitic supply and constant need for reassurance, the boredom, the numbness, the feeling that they are bad and that something is wrong with them, the confusion about what others are thinking and feeling about them, the worrying about what others are thinking about them, the hair pulling and compulsive self soothing behaviors. @Indy. I had to go into another room or outside to eat candy in private, like it was a dirty little secret. I’ve learned over the years that is just m playing God and I do not have that power. I like to spin things; it makes you think differently. The Energizer Empath Bunny would be a dream come true for your kind. like a storm in the desert, like a sleepy blue ocean. We also use third-party cookies that help us analyze and understand how you use this website. This website uses cookies to improve your experience while you navigate through the website. Every article I read is enriching a rounded understanding of the narcissist. Not only can we survive without having to fuel-up like the narcissist, many of us here have been victimized by more than one narcissist at the same time, especially, if you count family. Completely normal to not feel sorry for them! What a great song. 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